Sorry for the temporary hiatus.
We are actually at the beach right now.
Last-minute decision. :)
I might have to make my blog private.
Or just stop it altogether and delete it all.
I don't want to make it private b/c I know as a blog reader that it's a pain to have to sign in to read a blog, and a lot of times it's not worth the hassle to me.
And I don't want to stop/delete it b/c I love it.
No one is threatening me.
I'm not in danger.
I just have a person I don't want to read it.
To read my words.
To read about our lives.
And most especially to see pictures of my precious boys. Especially my Benjamin. Whom she thinks would be better off if he wasn't even alive. Because you know, his life will amount to nothing. He'll never be able to run outside with other kids or play sports. He'll have a miserable life because we didn't pray for God's will when I was pregnant. Because God's will was for him to just die when I was pregnant with him. Because we were selfish to have him because we wanted what WE wanted and not what was best for him. (I hope you can sense my dripping sarcasm and utter disgust here.)
Okay. I just made my decision.
I am not making my blog private.
I am not deleting it.
I don't even know if my mother-in-law knows I have a blog. But I know she's on Facebook. But she cannot find me because I blocked her. But I refuse to hide my blog. If she is reading this then let her. She can't do anything about it.
It is her loss.
I don't know a single soul sweeter than my son. And it is her loss.